To Begin Again

What's Playing on the iPod right now: "Back to Life" - Soul II Soul
What I am reading now: "When the Thrill is Gone" - Walter Mosley


Last year I finally finished my novel, "Moment of Truth".  It has taken me over a year to complete but to see the words "The End" typed on the page made it worth it.  The story was told and I could begin to work on a new story.  Unleash a new cast of characters that live in my head. 

But my thoughts and energy soon turned  to the task of publishing the book.  I have decided to go the self publish route.  I want the work out there to see how it fares in the market without going through the traditional publishers.  The first step in getting the manuscript edited.  After a critique, my editor suggested and I agreed that the story would be better told in third person.  This of course requires a total rewrite since the story is told from the first person view of my main character, Adrienne.  But I am up for the challenge.  I want this book to be the best that I can make it.  I can already see how the other characters will add more depth to the story. 

Well, let me get back to work.  I don't have a year to waste on revisions.  Stay tuned for further updates on the path to publishing.

Peace.

It's Over for Now

What's Playing on the iPod right now:  "4Evermore"- Anthony David feat. Algebra (LOVE this song!)
What I am reading now:  "When the Thrill is Gone" - Walter Mosley

We knew it would end one day.  We just didn't know it would end like this..............

Swept by the Dallas Mavricks??!!!   It ain't pretty getting old (Spurs gone, Celtics on the brink).  There will be a new NBA champion this year.  But the Lake Show will be back.


Peace.

TRUST

What's Playing on the iPod right now: "My All" - Mariah Carey
What I am reading now:  "White Mocha" - Michele Grant


According to Merriam-Webster, the definition of "trust" is the assured reliance on the character, ability, strength, or truth of someone or something.  Sounds simple enough.  You just believe that someone or something is exactly what they present themselves to be.  If only people were that reliable.

I'll be the first to admit that I have trust issues.  A horrible middle school year made me leery of people's motivations.  But once you get past that barrier, I go all in.  Loyal almost to a fault.  So, the betrayal when it comes (and it almost always comes) the hurt is that much deeper.  It doesn't have to be a major deception either.  It can be something as simple as not keeping your word.  After that, I am looking at you side-eyed and questioning the reasons behind everything.

Mainly I question myself.  What signs did I overlook?  What comment did I ignore that spoke the truth of your intentions.  I hate that feeling.  So, I withdraw and look my feelings away where they can't be hurt.

It is misery when you discover that you can't even trust yourself.

Peace out.